Tuesday, August 8, 2017
Really Needing Some Time Off
Worked in the basement last night. I'll kinda be glad to get through this box of letters. Throwing most of the friend letters away and keeping most of the family letters. Found a letter from Dad that brought tears to my eyes. I miss him and his loving guidance. He wrote very few letters so I was surprised to see one in the stack. All the letters take me back in time and all is bitter sweet. Reading some of them helps to me to see and understand some things in today's time. Which I won't go into on this blog, but I see some trends even through these letters that help me understand today's time and happenings. But Dad's letter was reassuring and just what I needed. One more week and I'll be through the letters.
I really need some time off. I keep saying it. Sorry. I will keep saying it until I get some sufficient time off to get beyond my routine stuff. Heck, I can't even get the routine stuff done.
Well I gotta rush. Rushing always. And that makes me mad. I think I might as well just go ahead and say it. I'm a little frustrated this morning. Just not happy with the world but I'll try to work through it. Putting on a fake smile and hoping for the best. I just need some down time desperately.
Ya'll have a good day.