Friday, May 11, 2018
Exhausted on a Friday Morning
Well, I'm having a bit of a dip! I am truly exhausted. I think no matter how much nutrition you put in your body - when you are burning the candle at both ends - have too many irons in the fire and you are giving 110% with everything - mind, body, and soul, - and trying to be the best you can be on all realms - then eventually something has to give. And I'm afraid it's me. I give. I give for the moment. I need rest. I need down time. I need down time and silence and to not be bothered for about 48 hours. The struggle is real. lol I must plan vacation days soon. Soooooon-ahhh!
I am so tired that I am just almost sick. I would call in today but I'm not that person. I have to be throwing up or in some kind of wild pain. lol I'm not THERE YET. But I'm just withering today. I didn't even go to the Preds watch party with George and Katy, but I did go to the Kick off party at a friends plating business, after work which was very nice. We ate, talked to a few folks and Katy and George left to go downtown to the Preds Watch Party and I came home to be with doggies. Got home about 7:15 after stopping at Cracker Barrel to look through the gift shop. The dogs had left me with a couple of surprises and had to take care of that.
I watched a couple of episodes of Keep Your Day Dream. I didn't have time but gave myself permission. Then I changed the sheets on the bed. Findlay did not want me to change the sheets and got on the bed and growled and wanted to play. lol Finally I got the sheets changed. I tried to see if I could find the Preds on TV. I discovered that the TV volume would not work. And neither was the sound on my phone. It was near 10 at that point. I needed to be in bed and needed to take the dogs out two at a time. But you know me - I have to figure something out. It wasn't the mute buttons. I think it was because my phone somehow had been turned on silent. I don't know how b/c it wasn't earlier - but I noticed I wasn't getting calls or texts out loud at the same time our TV wasn't either. Geez maybe it's my hearing - lol. It wasn't - this time. But I had been trying to use my phone for the remote b/c it's easier when trying to go to a channel. So it had mirrored the sound as well? I guess so. But now the volume on neither thing would work. I turned the TV on and off and hit the reset button on the cable box thingie. And reset my phone. Finally it all started working again. I have no idea. Might have been the ghost in the house playing with me.
We have another thing after work today. I hope I can do it. I'm going to try. But I may come back home and find a bed. If I don't get to feeling better, I may even leave early. I hate to do that on a Friday b/c people think you are leaving early b/c its Friday. I hate worrying about what people think. Anyway - I will see what the day brings. Perhaps energy will transform somehow into me. But rest is what I need. I need rest and rejuvy. I just don't feel good. I think I could spend all day in bed!
Ex- HAUS - Ted! I think I've just been spinning the wheels too much, and I've been trying to come down with a cold, and my kidneys are aching a bit, despite having much water. So I'm just flat out needing rest. Ya'll have a good day and thanks for reading while I complain about being tired.