Thursday, May 9, 2019

I'll Rise but I Refuse to Shine

Just taking a little break from the blog.  I don't think there is much to say that I want to say right now.  I'm ok.  But just overwhelmed by the unreasonable work load. And I can't get my normal work load done.  So Just taking a break right now so I don't say things I will regret.  lol  I was awake off and on all night worrying about things I can't get to even though I'm trying to unhook myself emotionally from it all til I can find a solution.  A book I'm reading calls it "unhooking".  The term makes me laugh.  At least something does this week.  The visual cracks me up.

But I hope you all are having a blast in YOUR week.  It's Thursday, Friday's sister.  And we are close to the weekend.  That is a good thing.  And so here ya have it.  Supposed to storm today so it'll be interesting seeing that come in.  So I'm going for more coffee........and sorry for the negativity.  But I'm letting it be.  I don't feel like shining.  So I'm not.  lol  I just want to drink coffee and be left alone.  lol lol lol <-------If you laugh after it, it doesn't sound so bad.  But it is what it is.  No reason to hide it.  I'm not perfect and realizing that I can't be everybody's everything.  I'm spent and don't have a lot more to give or offer. But I can drink coffee. 




1 comment:

  1. hang in there. it's all you can do. i just got back from my fathers funeral, so i'm behind in my blog reading.

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